Forever a WIP

I'm Fyrielle, a jack of all trades! Things I love... Final Fantasy. Gaming. Writing. Drawing. Music. Tea. Cooking. And I should play my guitar more.
In case you're interested, I'm taking art commissions. Just check my deviantart journal for all relevant information.

FFXIV: Ferah Parohren/Sargatanas
FFXI: Fyris & Maruwaru/Bismark
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I’m done moving so have things before classes start ;w;

bioandrunaway:

I had no goddamn idea what was going on in this fight.

But it’s nice to be done with it! C’mon beard papa. 83

*laughing like a maniac*

Felt good to draw again after so long, thank you so much everyone for your support <3

Someone draw it I’m too lazy to do it myself.

This isn’t even our final form!

bioandrunaway

Today DF threw me and Sati in ST with ashlinfarblade and folkenface!
The world conspiracy to make me feel small continues…

What happens when I awkwardly try to pet or poke someone much bigger than me.

This is probably the hardest thing I ever had to write, just because it is so personal, moves and twists the knife inside old wounds so much, and because this is something I’ve been needing to do for years and years, but fear of reprisal paralyzed me… but now I feel like I’ve reached my limit. It’s been too long and I must break the silence.

To anyone who isn’t involved, I’m sorry I’ve had to post this publicly, just move on and don’t mind me, please. Others, well. Do whatever you want with this. I’m just trying to take the trash out and make a move to end issues and drama that has been going on for almost 10 years in some cases.

I truly, honestly, only want peace. That’s all. I’m not gonna give names, I’m not looking for more drama, issues, or open war. All I want is closure. Whether you believe me or not is up to you, but I need to do this for my peace of mind and sanity. Because yes, this has gotten serious to the point I think my sanity is at stake, and maybe even my life given how dark my thoughts can get at times.

Sorry this sounds melodramatic, but I’m trying to survive my darkest, most desperate urges. And this is how I’ve chosen to deal with it. I didn’t want to make a fuss, but I feel like I’m running out of options. My deepest apologies to anyone this is going to disturb.

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Do I look like my FFXIV character?

… I think we’re actually complete opposites.