Forever a WIP

I'm Fyrielle, a jack of all trades! Things I love... Final Fantasy. Gaming. Writing. Drawing. Music. Tea. Cooking. And I should play my guitar more.
In case you're interested, I'm taking art commissions. Just check my deviantart journal for all relevant information.

FFXIV: Ferah Parohren/Sargatanas
FFXI: Fyris & Maruwaru/Bismark
Who I Follow

What happens when I awkwardly try to pet or poke someone much bigger than me.

This is probably the hardest thing I ever had to write, just because it is so personal, moves and twists the knife inside old wounds so much, and because this is something I’ve been needing to do for years and years, but fear of reprisal paralyzed me… but now I feel like I’ve reached my limit. It’s been too long and I must break the silence.

To anyone who isn’t involved, I’m sorry I’ve had to post this publicly, just move on and don’t mind me, please. Others, well. Do whatever you want with this. I’m just trying to take the trash out and make a move to end issues and drama that has been going on for almost 10 years in some cases.

I truly, honestly, only want peace. That’s all. I’m not gonna give names, I’m not looking for more drama, issues, or open war. All I want is closure. Whether you believe me or not is up to you, but I need to do this for my peace of mind and sanity. Because yes, this has gotten serious to the point I think my sanity is at stake, and maybe even my life given how dark my thoughts can get at times.

Sorry this sounds melodramatic, but I’m trying to survive my darkest, most desperate urges. And this is how I’ve chosen to deal with it. I didn’t want to make a fuss, but I feel like I’m running out of options. My deepest apologies to anyone this is going to disturb.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Do I look like my FFXIV character?

… I think we’re actually complete opposites.

GUYS I AM SO EXCITE MATTY’S BOX IS SIMPLY AMAZING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I DON’T EVEN HAVE WORDS THIS IS SO FUCKING GREAT MATTY IS THE BEST AND IF YOU DON’T AGREE GET OUT OF MY FACE

Matty’s package came in the day I got the final delivery for her box.
SO OUR BOXES HAVE ONE NIGHT TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BEFORE GETTING TORN APART BY THE THREADS OF FATE AND POSTAL SERVICES

Though usually emotionally stable and strong, Ferah’s gone through one too many disappointments and has lost her mind. Her only wish is now to give this world as much pain as she can, hoping to soothe her aching heart through destruction.

Party set up; 
1 tank
2 healers
5 DPS 

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"The dunes are alive"

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raruna:

Gift for Fyrielle of her Miqo’te :)

This needs more notes and more love because it’s fantastic! Thanks again Luna <3

So I failed at art and doing stuff again

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I BROKE THE GOBLET AGAIN.
This time I wrecked our house :x